Good morning world and friends, whoever’s reading my blog

as i have said in my previous message, i am going to write again and yes now i am stepping inside my little world of blog, once again, to let my fingers type whatever i have in my mind, whatever i feel and everything that comes to my senses.

i feel blessed. i feel grateful with what i have been given by my creator and i thank you for all the test given, to see how strong and how weak i can be as a human being and yet i stand here, stronger and subtlely embracing it all, with all I am.

i woke up this morning, with the sound of rain pouring from the mother sky and i felt in peace. rain is my sense of peace and i knew exactly everytime it’s coming down to share its drop of peace to this drying earth. I wake up silently, stepping slowly, as part of my meditation, towards this another morning, not just another morning but a new morning and i am still here and alive. I dreamed of my mother and my sister and i said i missed you all. Deep inside my mind, i have missed my family in this so called heaven on earth but yet, i stumbled and remembered that heaven on earth is only heaven on earth and all i am is who i came from, who are my family , those who understand who i am , where i have been and what i apreciate in life. I may be not the perfect daughter or sister but i know you are proud of me of who I am and i hope you will always backing me up.

I take my morning bath, and i look up to see the leaves goes so green and alive from the raindrops. How beautiful. They all seems to dance and sing, to celebrate the collaboration of it all. And how easy we can ignore this beautiful nature around us, by what has distract our mind, more into what is coming towards us each day. We think more about things yet to come, worry too much about things that may not happen, or even already exhausted thinking of what may not effecting us in that manner. So, it’s much worthed for me to just let myself amuse by the beauty of the nature surrounding me even it’s only some leaves from a tree that i dont know its name, but it indulged my eyes and it goes to my heart, it goes to my mouth to smile and again it goes back to my heart, and slowly, i know this is going to be a good day.

Afterwards, i prepared breakfast. I love a good breakfast and that doesnt have to be fancy. I know my body always need good start of fresh fruit such as papaya, pineapple, any fruit available but not too soury because i have tendency to get acidity, so i added yoghurt into the fruit with a little bit of salt. Story about this salt was an advice from a good friend of mine Jehan, who is now a dedicated yogi. I met Jehan during my first student conference in Auckland, 1995, since then we became good friends and though he’s been lost from contact, he suddenly came into contact again! How weird is that. But i am happy for him and i am happy with our friendship, so now he became one of my guru of spiritual advisor, including natural approach towards my stomach acidity problem. " Jossi, put a little bit of salt into the yoghurt, to balance the acid released by the yoghurt so its safe for you to eat them even at breakfast". So, if you have the same problem with me, please try this method.

Another of my morning indulgence is coffee. I dont need black coffee but coffee with milk. Froth will be a bonus ! 

 So, there goes my morning indulgence. Anything can be your own indulgence, as long as you set your mind for it. It is your decision how you want to start your day. However you start it, it definately will effect everything that follows your morning.

(thanks Corbis for this picture)

it doesn’t have to relate with your nightmare…although dreams may possibly relate with my subconcious mind

so, i will need to have self reflection and self assesment again..this weekend, at least before my coming new age

in the mean time, eat more brownies